TW: themes of anxiety, body dysphoria
I’m uneasy
In my body,
In my mind.
Always sweating
Or shivering
They say wake up to the chirping of birds,
They didn't see when that became my lullaby.
Memories every second pouncing to split my brain.
All Ii want is to love and be loved,
But Ii didn'tdidnt get to learn how.
Everything too distant now
And the distance keeps growing,
Until I i am nothing but a dot on the horizon.
My thoughts are too dangerous for me,
My little joys brick-by-brick banned to me.
I get hungry occasionally,
But food doesn'tdoesnt have a taste anymore.
My to-do list long forgotten…
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